How long can i last with my smile?sometimes i think , im a failure.
in terms of friendship , bgr , & studies.
backstab , unwanted , useless , thats what i can think of.
maybe i need a advicer ? a pair of hearing ears?
i dont know , perhaps drinking really can forget about the past?
so i drink , drank , drunk , but it seems to be so useless.
for once , im really down , real down.
i cry like some ah gua , hide in room like those emo freaks.
but for once , i just want a wish from god.
god , take away my sorrow , along with those pains also.
anyone , can just tell me what to do?
&still trying to find a happy ending
